4.Unconcious

This illustration's first motif was 'describing myself'. And this motif is also related to reason that I put it in my portfolio. This illustration is the closest one to myself so that I contained this one in my portfolio. I agonized what I describe on my illustration, so that I thought about things that I love and I had a terrifying dream in that night.
During writing my diary about dream, I knew that things that I love and that I horrified are quite opposite ones. I felt that it can be a mean to describe myself completely if both things join together. For this reason, I united things that I love, which consisted with bouquets, scores, violin, piano, pluffy dolls and book, and those that I horrified likewise teeth, eyes, ocean, ghosts and pointed things. Also, I tried to do not lean toward one direction.
Girl who see this world on swing is described to monotone color while she is located in colorful place. This means she does not exist in utopia or distopia. She just located in real world.